Dairies vs Blogs

Entah kenapa, myblog ni hanya boleh hitam putih.. is it because i only use it to confront my sorrows.. huhu..

Dear diary...your secrets stay within..

Dear blog.. u share it with the world...

and because of that i really prefer writing my feeling in my diaries.. it wont hurt anyone's feeling nor invites unwanted miscommunication,gossips, rivals etc...

but..its everyone rights to do anything they want, i wont critic or judge.. because everybody have their own hobbies,interest, jobs that fills their life..

but i would just like to say..

' Dont smothers each others, cause no one can grow in shades..'

wierdo

Just for a thought

Kita selalu je cakap " eh, napela org tu pelik sangat, ".. mesti korg pernah ckpkan, walaupun x ckp. mesti pernah terdetik dalam hati... kan?

but..

have u ever asked yourself? "entah2 ak yang pelik? erk? " kalau belum, ok, now ask yourself !

hmmm...

fikir2kan la, jangan selalu je cakap orang pelik.. maybe were re the one who is weird! W.I.E.R.D.O! haha.. tapi kalau dah lebih 10 org cakap kita pelik, THINK, RESPOND & CHANGE!..

semangat!

I can almost see it

That dream I'm dreaming but

There's a voice inside my head sayin,

You'll never reach it,

Every step I'm taking,

Every move I make feels

Lost with no direction

My faith is shaking but I

Got to keep trying

Got to keep my head held high

There's always going to be another mountain

I'm always going to want to make it move

Always going to be an uphill battle,

Sometimes you going to have to lose,

Ain't about how fast I get there,

Ain't about what?s waiting on the other side

It's the climb

The struggles I'm facing,
The chances I'm taking
Sometimes they knock me down but
No I'm not breaking
I may not know it
But these are the moments that
I'm going to remember most yeah
Just got to keep going
And I,
I got to be strong
Just keep pushing on, cause

There's always going to be another mountain
I'm always going to want to make it move
Always going to be an uphill battle,
Sometimes I'm going to have to lose,
Ain't about how fast I get there,
Ain't about what's waiting on the other side
It's the climb

There's always going to be another mountain
I'm always going to want to make it move
Always going to be an uphill battle,
Sometimes you going to have to lose,
Ain't about how fast I get there,
Ain't about what's waiting on the other side
It's the climb

Keep on moving
Keep climbing
Keep the faith baby
It's all about
It's all about
The climb
Keep the faith
Keep your faith

Miley Cyrus : The Climb

InsyaAllah..

InsyaAllah.. i'll find my way..

@_@

Mungkin dah takdir kot..

tapi..

its better to light the candle..than to curse the darkness..

stay positive shamsiah!

Sedih..

Atok...

tunggu saya..

atok..

saya akan usahakan balik..

atok..

makan tau, mama kata atok dah lama x makan kat hospital..

atok..

makan, nnt atok jd sihat.. makan tau tuk!

sangat sedey bila ckp dgn atok on the phone.. atok!.. semoga atok sihat, sham doakan..

TA..

i dont like u

TA

ur bothering my life

TA

ur changing my hormones!!.. the thing i hate most that u've done to me..

TA

u make me stuck in MALANG..

i need to c my sister b4 she flies back to NZ

i need to c my atok b4 he gets more ill..

i want to go back HOME!!...

Cold

Oh heart,

you're cold and about to freeze,

i need heat

to heat the heart that so long been cold like a stone,

i search for fire,

from the valley of love

from the mountain of hope

from the deep ocean of faith and

from the long journey towards the flame

only to find an iceberg awaits me..

Do more, talk less

Satisfaction in life is when u can talk honestly and people do believes in u..

Im someone who do not like to talk, yes its true.. i dont like to talk... its just because :

a) When i talk, i feel like im talking crap

b) When i talk, i feel like im adding stories.. n hate it!, macam xpon.. tapi macam terasa aku ni tmbh cite ke? ish.. hate that feeling

c) When i talk, i feel like saya banyak mengumpat!!..BANYAKNYAAAA DOSAKUUU :(

d) When i talk, i feel small.. terlalu sikit ilmu yang aku tahu.. :(

so, starting from today, i would like to talk when theres necessity ..

New year new chapter

2nd day of clerkship begins..

am i in a reality or am i still dreaming?...

ok!.. im awake!.. apart from that, new year just entered, 2011.. i welcome u with all hopes and blessing from Almighty Allah SWT.. aminn

tup tap tup tap its has been 7 semesters = 3 1/2 years im in indonesia.. time flies so fast as if i was just blinking, nothing was bothering me, i enjoyed my life and i enjoyed 'my world'.... i knw ppl says im some kind of a boring person, but who cares i love my life.. i enjoyed not knowing anything around me, any controversies, org tgh gaduh2 ke, something happen ke.. i dont knw.. i do have advantage of that.. i can freely befriend with all my friends happily.. i enjoy not knowing things that might change my perspective towards others.. i love my friends.. in relationship i have my principles.." walaupun x suka brape byk pun org tu, jgn pernah bermusuh dengan dia, buat hidup x tenteram je" peace no war ^_^

eh2.. entry kali ni sbnrnye nk post pasal my life TODAY..

1month of clerkship jst started 2 days ago.. my 1st lab was obgyn.. fun because i like it.. my timetable is SOOOOOO full!.. bila nk buat TA? TA? TA? oh Ya Allah engkau permudahkanla urusanku.. i just cant find a time to see my dosen.. i hope i could enter gelombang pertama.. but if setelah berusaha n ttp xdpt.. sy redha.. pokoknya HANYA setelah sy berusaha k! shemort pls take not.. SETELAH ANDA BERUSAHA !.. huhu.. i just need a booster.. i lost my strength already.. if i could buy it, long time ago i think i hv done with my TA.. but no way that could happen..

clerkship = fun + bosan! (waiting time is so long)..